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Like the book a Tale of 2 Cities; it was the best of times it was the worst of times, in the spirit of becoming more naked, vulnerable and transparent, this Spring has exploded into a  massive SHIFT HAPPENING; an inner tsnumai between the inner (soul) and outer (physical) bodies brought about by the Mars Retrograde cycle. 2013 was all about the healing, reclaiming and wisdom of the Divine Feminine, whereas 2014 is all about embracing, uniting the Divine Masculine, healing in a cosmic multidimensional transfiguration display of fireworks in preparation for  Divine Sacred Union; the Marriage of the Inner God and Goddess; our internal Tree of Life evolution for 2015. It is a Spiritual Revolution we are all experiencing.

This deep integration time of silence, stepping off the grid to just be, of wanting to be left utterly alone has created so many breaking down because they cannot carry the weight of falsity any longer. They are breaking through; experiencing a profound emotional cleansing,  a collapse of the false structures and illusions that once ruled your life to resurrect  a  more authentic, genuine state of consciousness. Sadly, this is often stigmatized as a ‘breakdown,’ as though we are machines that stopped working. We must re-frame these experiences and see them for what they are: break-throughs for inner freedom! At some point, we just can’t carry the bullshit anymore and long to be real.

I myself have been in a completely withdrawn massive integration state since returning from the magnificent activations and experiences of leading a Sacred journey to Sedona with Peta Panos & Spiritual Quest Journeys Experiencing a profound celebration of reunion with Einstein one of the Ancient Crystal skulls, being lead through a dimensional portal that has changed me forever and to be honored to speak in front of a global web audience of 250,000 where for the first time in my life this divine setup allowed for me to expose my own personal story of conscious evolution, emotional heartaches, pain; lighting up my wounded shadow of constantly being in service and never dropping that facade or projection in complete surrendering but denying my own personal life. Maybe it was an attempt to be more ‘spiritual’ trying to be as detached as possible from the 3rd dimension, resisting the material realm, avoidance of personal/love relationships, money and fame in fear that my ego or shadow body would somehow trick me to being lead astray.